30 days left till the Blackwood Marathon. And you know what?
I’m not ready!
Nope, not at all.
Not one little bit.
Not only have I not paddled in water ONCE, but I don’t even have the gear arranged.
I don’t know if I can swim, I haven’t even tested my shoulder in the water.
My bike computer just proved to me that I am even SLOWER than I thought – it’s measuring 20 metres short in every kilometre!
I don’t have a strapper organised. I don’t have ANYTHING organised!
I went through that fatigue early, and now I am trying to play catch up in the lead up to the race, rather than being able to taper and take it easy.
This is NOT going to plan.
I am going into meltdown!
I am completely at a loss….